Counting backwards

Counting backwards

Holidays seem to make me count backwards. Where was I last year? The year before? I did this before Eva, but now it feels even more pressing. Easter is no different. Last year on Easter I drove to the Hawkes Bay for a holiday with friends. The holiday coincided with… Read more

My next guest – Rachel Callander

My next guest – Rachel Callander

Earlier tonight I was angry about the way a mother was having to get signatures on a petition in order to get her special needs child a heart transplant. I was railing against a belief in society that someone with developmental delays is someone deemed less worthy than “normal” people.… Read more

Sign the petition – give Lily a new heart

Sign the petition – give Lily a new heart

I was listening to some people talk about language the other day. They were discussing racial slurs and slurs aimed at the special needs community. They seemed to agree that racial slurs were not ok under any circumstances, but when it came to special needs slurs (we all know which… Read more

For my friend

A good friend lost her dad to cancer recently. She was 25. Too young to lose your dad. Of course there’s no age that makes that kind of epic loss ok, but at 25 you’re just really finding your feet as an adult. You need those people in your life.… Read more

I have a voice and I will roar

I have a voice and I will roar

There was a feeling that I don’t think I ever felt before Eva was born that I have come to know now. Before Eva was born I felt twitchy, anxious, like I wasn’t doing enough with my life. I always imagined that I would have written a novel by the… Read more

Better late than never – the next episode is almost here

The next episode of the podcast is almost here. My goal of releasing each month on the first of the month sort of flew out the window when I spent seven weeks in the USA and got back right before the February issue was due to be published. I’m crawling… Read more

Putting the podcast out there

Putting the podcast out there

Telling my story and Eva’s story hasn’t been easy. At times I have closed my eyes to avoid seeing my fingers hitting “Publish” on certain posts. I worry that I’ve said too much, that I will be judged and condemned for things I’ve done. But even with that worry, I… Read more